I want to perform more shows. But I wish I could do huge shows. Like HUGE shows. Okay, not like stadium sized shows, but I wish I had a big enough following and enough money to put on an amazing show that would stick with people.

I mean honestly, if I had the resources I think I could put on a bitchin’ show. I have some pretty crazy ideas.

I want my shows to be more than “look at me I’m rapping.” I want there to be a more theatrical element. I want there to be audience participation. I want it to be less of a concert and more of an event.

I suppose I want to magnify and intensify everything I do. For some reason when I envision certain songs I haven’t written in my head, I think of them as amazing and revolutionary compared to my current stock of songs. Then I write them and they come out as what I can only describe as “StarF quality material,” and that is to say they are most certainly not revolutionary to my current portfolio of work in any way shape or form.

It’s a selfish want, but I’ll concede to that. I want this for me, and for anyone else who wants to bother to come see me perform. I want to put on a bitchin’ show for the public.